I've Waited Hours For This, I've Made Myself So Sick, I Wish I'd Stayed, Asleep Today...

Emotions have been swirling this week. Things come and go. Ebb and flow and yet I am strong. I can deal with everything that comes my way. Crazy relatives- check. Weird looks- check. Drama up the wazoo- double check. But I am neutral. You can't get sucked in if you don't let it involve you. That's the key, let the negativity glide over you and hit someone else. Cause I don't need it and its not even close to being about me. Its about old hurts and raw emotions- bad combination. I want to yell "Suck it up and get over it!" But I just smile and feel bad for them. Bittnerness seems to slowly eat away at you physically and mentally. There are some people that it is doing a number on. I just hope that they let it go one day. That one day they let the negativity roll off of them and start to smile again.