Take Away This Ball And Chain...

clouds near my house

Slowly but surely everything is getting done. I have bursts of crazy energy and then bouts of lethargy. Ups and downs come full circle. I smile on the outside, cry on the inside then do the opposite the next minute. Life is a circle- I tell myself. Yesterday was good and full of promise. Today sucks and to be honest is full of shit. Sometimes the stress of carrying people and making things right is too much. And I dream of jumping into the ocean just to feel alive. I may do that soon.

But tommorow is another day and I never know what will come next.