I'm A Lover Not A Fighter, But I'll Knock Your Teeth...
Every now and then I feel like someone has kicked my ass and I am left on the floor. I have been feeling that way this week. I feel like I want to be Rocky and sometimes I feel that I am- I just need a little time. Today I felt like I was barely hanging in there. Like Rocky, I was leading with my head and Mick had to cut my eye so that I could see. Lol- yeah maybe I took it too far.
The way I figure it "Life" is not really a secret. It is however, somewhat like a test. Sometimes you bomb out- sometimes you do so-so and sometimes you succeed. My intent is to succeed- but sometimes I get frustrated and I feel like throwing the damn test out. But I guess that wouldn't do. So I pick myself up and try again- and obstacles always get in the way. What is important is how you handle the obstacles that are thrown your way. I feel that I am still trying to figure out how not to fall so hard when I encounter something hard. I am hoping that I will get better with experience. On a positive note- I am really trying to make sense out of my current obstacles and am trying to fight them. See I have always felt that I was a fighter- although sometimes I fight more internally than I do externally. I need to work on that.
If it is one thing that I have learned from graduating college- it is that with more knowledge comes the realization that I know so little- so it may seem that I am on a quest for knowledge about myself and my relationship with the world. I never had the time to really sit back and think about in school. So I guess now is as good time as any for true self reflection. I'll let you know what I come up with.
And I promise better blogs for next week...
Miss jackie
Speeking of feeling of getting your ASS kicked in life.
My hole life i've gotton that feeling , but you can't quit !
you never quit !! You always say i can do it -- turn life
around and KICK IT'S ASS !!! Or i tell god if this is the
hand you've delt me sheel be it , i can deel with it too !!
At any time you would like to talk about anything, just
let ME know--YA KNOW IT'S JUST ME !!!
We all have strenght in us and were stronger then we
think . For example your blog has made me stronger
because i get to talk about things like this , to you and
out in the open.Miss jackie your one of the smartest
& strongest persons i know.And proud of it. So dont feel
alone in the world i deal with the same thing too. I wont
quite if you dont quite. LOVE YA..
TALK TO ME - JUST ME RON
hey jackie
((((((((((hugs jackie)))))))
there must be something with the plants and how there spining. i am feeling a lot like you right now. i know that when there is an obstacle in my way i will do what i have to. jackie we are young and we can change things. you're so right, "I will get better with experience."
Just remember not to lie to yourself and fall into this issue "I want what I want BUT I would get what I need."