Love is a Four Letter Word...

So I was gonna let this slip. I was going to forget that I saw this movie. Not because I didn't like it but because who knew I would. I'm not usually a sucker for a romantic comedy. I favor independent or thought provoking or even crazy violent films. So when my sister told me to watch Love Actually- I was like Yeah Uh-huh. Meaning yeah I'll watch it later, later - not right now right now. But what can I say- I was inspired by this movie. I felt like the Grinch that stole Christmas- my heart grew three sizes by the time the movie was over. Kinda funny- since I am the always the sarcastic and forthright girl. I mean I am really emotional- I'll admit it. I cry every time I see the Lion King and I cried in the Green Mile like a mother (I think I cry at the movies more than I do in real life.)

But a romantic comedy- uhhh. The reson that this movie worked is the comedy was light and so was the romance- it wasn't overedone. I was actually happy at the end- I didn't feel the need to throw up once. Interesting I know... Maybe I am going soft in my old age (all of my twenty-three years).

Oh, so I told you that I would tell you the second phase of my health kick. Funny, I forgot what I had planned to do. I swear I have "senior moments" or maybe I really do have ADD like my moms says I do. Anywayz, when I figure it out- I'll let you know. In light of all of the things that have happened to me last year and this year- I simply feel the need to cleanse my self of all negativity- which may be hard because I carry a lot of that negativity as a force field that shields me from vulnerablity. I guess- I just feel the need to be- its as simple as that. So here I am just trying to BE!