i thought i knew you
turns out i don't
i am afraid of you
you and your demands
to make me vulnerable
to make me open up
its comfortable here
here in my walls
hibernating and waiting
wondering when you will come again
but when you do
will i be ready
or will i hide again
and pretend i don't care
and repeat to myself
i don't want you
i don't need you
i only have myself
but damn
you make me crazy
cause I want and don't want
you....
I promise this is the last time that I post an un-Valentine's Day poem- sorta...
Happy Valentine's Day anyway.....