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And The Fog Forming On My Window Tells Me That The Mornings Here...

My mom has ruined me. It's all her fault! (Don't worry, I already told her about it and she laughed). See, my mom has always taught us (my brothers and sisters) that you have to have a plan, you have to be "busy, busy". So when the weekend rolls around I usually have ten things in mind that I want to do. I guess in a bigger family things have to be planned out if they are going to happen. So maybe it was a rule out of necessity- but my mom's whole "plan" thing has still ruined me- lol.

This weekend I had nothing planned. Gasp... Yep, I didn't do jack. Well except for sweep my room, make my bed and watch The L Word dvds. Moe Moe and I watched them until 3:30 am and at that time a torrent of rain slammed into the window. Which sent Jazz and Bella into a frenzy (note to self: always close the doggy door cause Bella loves rain). The little storm was crazy and I enjoyed every part of it. Rain is so fun (I can't say it enough).

But to finish my little anecdote, it kind of upset me not to have a plan. Sad, (I thought you were supposed to turn into your mom later in life) I felt really unproductive and even a little guilty about it. Like I had wasted time and that everyone knew I was a slacker. Lol. I know, I know its not a big deal. But I'm telling you, my mom ruined me for life. I will be that person that is always running around like a chicken without its head. Oh well, nothing I can do- I have no plan!

Oh I forgot, Moe Moe and I did see National Treasure (not bad- I liked it) and we went to Sephora and I got 4 Christmas presents for people and nothing for myself (maybe this weekend wasn't such a waste). I feel a little better now.

Posted by jackie at November 21, 2004 10:12 PM