I hope

He's so beautiful under that faint light
he's so vulnerable standing right there after we psuedo fight.
But when I see him, I don't tell him about those things.

The girls, they update me on his life without me.
when we talk, I tell him, I hope you're happy, babe.

I knew him less than four months.
But he's been with me, for more than four years, next month.
I know him less than most people do.
No one knows him like I really do.
That's what I tell myself,
when I have one of those dreams.

and he doesn't know
the impact he has on me.
He looked so vulnerable under that faint light.
in the bars last night.
and when we talked, I tell him,
I hope you're happy, honey.
He nods and I can see
he's so far away from me.