I'll give you candy, give you diamonds, give you everything

What I'm feeling right now: complete exhaustion.

what I really want to do right now: listen to Garbage's new CD (can't, I bought groceries instead of a CD)

What I'm watching right now: Alias. Thought it was a 2 hour special episode of Lost but they just showed an old episode and I am unable to change channels due to the fact that I'm blogging. I wish these people on Alias would stop trying to find the god damn Rimbaldi already.

What I wish I could stop: dreaming about work. I've done this as long as I've had a job. when I used to be a waitress, I used to wake up in a panic whenever I dreamt that I forgot to order something for one of my tables.

What I am admitting to liking: Incomplete - the Backstreet Boys' new song. I can't help it, I've worked with most of them and one of them made one of my dreams come true: getting to meet Vin Diesel. And besides, one of the boy's wife was in an episode of Lost. That makes her cool instantly.

Who I really dislike: My brand new neighbor, who talks loudly about her band in front of my window eveery single day since she's moved in. I bet they suck.

What I realized yesterday: I'm addicted to things that make me feel bad. It's a vicious cycle. I must stop it.

What I really regret about this year: I never got to eat my Cadbury mini eggs.

What job I really want but will never have: Crime Scene Investigator.

What I'm really grateful for: Having Jackie and her family in my life.

P.S: and all my friends who listen and give me a shoulder to lean on.